caitlintheawesome:

I don’t have school tomorrow.

Want to know why?

　

Because I live in the land of the free.

timmyriddle answered your question: Do you ever feel like your heart is being stabbed? Repeatedly?

I was a mess when Martin got in a crash, I know how it feels dude. Love you guys, keep us updated, alright?

I’m really thankful that I have people to talk to this about, thanks. I’ll keep you updated, let you know when he wakes up and such.

fahionugget replied to your post: Do you ever feel like your heart is being stabbed? Repeatedly?

oh gosh, you two are my favorite people ever this is just aocav i send my love to you guys

You are lovely, thank you. 

buttsen replied to your post: Do you ever feel like your heart is being stabbed? Repeatedly?

babe oh my god i’m so sorry it’ll be okay i promise he’s gonna need you when he wakes up and he will wake up you need to be strong you are so strong you’re wonderful i love you so much it’s gonna be alright

Thank you so much, really. <3

 andillbeonyourside answered your question: Do you ever feel like your heart is being stabbed? Repeatedly?

I’m so sorry Jake will be in my thoughts for tonight and however long until he is better, I’m so sorry.

Thanks, it means a lot to both of us.

 dandudlin answered your question: Do you ever feel like your heart is being stabbed? Repeatedly?

Oh my god, dude, just…wow. If you need to talk to someone, Charlie and I are here, remember that.

I’ll remember, thanks, you guys are good friends. 

 caitlintheawesome answered your question: Do you ever feel like your heart is being stabbed? Repeatedly?

You and Jake are 2 of my best friends and I’m really sorry that this happened. Skype me later, okay?

You are one of my best friends too, Caitlin. The only time I smiled since this happened was when you texted me that office space reference, thank you. I will skype you later for sure. 

 quentineden answered your question: Do you ever feel like your heart is being stabbed? Repeatedly?

My brother got hit by a drunk driver and didn’t wake up for days, but HE DID, and I’m sure Jake will soon, love you guys, try to stay strong.

Yeah, I remember when we had a conversation about that. I’m sure Jake will wake up, its just… torturous right now that he isn’t. Love you too, and I’ll try. I have to.

I want to hug all of you.  

Do you ever feel like your heart is being stabbed? Repeatedly?

Well, that is how I feel right now.

Jake and I usually go to the park on Sundays after he is done with work.

I usually walk there from my house and wait for him. He usually drives his car there. We usually drive home together. We usually watch a movie and cuddle till we fall asleep or till he is told to go home.

But, this time wasn’t like usual. I waited for him, but this time it took longer, much longer. I texted him asking where he was, and instead of getting a text back from him, I got a call. The call wasn’t Jake’s voice, it was the voice from someone at the ER telling me that Jake was in a car crash.

I stood there in that park, I couldn’t move because of the shock for at least a minute I just stared at my phone in disbelief. Then I ran home, faster than I’ve ever probably ran. I told my parents what happened and we drove to the hospital.

When we got there I saw Jake’s Mum and her eyes were all blood shot and she held a batch of tissues in her hand, I’ve never seen her cry before. 

They didn’t let us see Jake for hours, but it felt like forever and I just, broke down inside. The Doctor’s just kept saying that he would be alright, that it would be okay. I felt like I was being lied to.

After another hour passed we were finally allowed to see him, I walked in before the Doctor could finish their sentence, I wanted him to tell me that it was going to be okay, that he was going to be okay.

But when I walked in, he wasn’t awake, and the Doctor continued what they were going to say.

“He…isn’t awake, he won’t be for several hours, I’m sorry.” 

I sat next to his bedside and held his hand, trying not to cry in front of the Doctor and my parents, but I couldn’t help it and a tear went down my face. 

I stayed there and whispered him things, and put on some of his favorite music and hoped that he would just wake up. They made me leave after 11pm, but I didn’t want to leave, I wanted to stay there till he woke up, I didn’t care if that meant staying there forever, I just wanted to stay there with him.

I didn’t sleep last night, and I probably won’t tonight, I just…can’t. 

They said he has a really bad concussion due to the hard impact on his head, and that it might turn into a short comma if he doesn’t wake up soon and that he also might suffer permanent damage.

The person that crashed into him was drunk and ran a red light. 

If you are reading this, take this message, DON’T DRINK AND DRIVE.

If you have a friend or family member that is drunk and is trying to drive, don’t fucking let them, okay? 

Thank you, I just, really wanted to type this out before I exploded. 

Glee finale.

caitlintheawesome:

everyone sings and cries.